Another ending

I'm sorry that I couldn't speak with you on the phone earlier today. I saw your call coming in and tried to 'swap' calls to answer you, but you were gone by the time I got to you.

I've just spent the past 2 hours in a telephone meeting with one of my project's suppliers. Your accusation that you are "sure 1000%" that I am fucking around when you call is quite offensive... Not in the language, which is irrelevant, but in the suggestion that I am (and have been) lying to you about my activities when we are not together.

The decision to remain alone is, of course, your decision to make. I am asking you to stop for one moment and think about what you are saying and doing with me in this situation. You appear to have decided that you know all about me, who I am, how I live my life, where I go, and what I do when I am not with you.

The fact of the matter is that you know almost nothing about me. You've taken some comments I made about past sexual experiences and somehow spun that into a strange "sex addict" scenario. That is NOT how things are!

I like you very much. I enjoy our times together. I want to spend much more time with you in your secret place in the sky. But I cannot allow this kind of abuse in my life. I am a good and honourable man. Whatever dark fantasies you have about my life when I am away from you are just that... Unhealthy dark fantasies.

I am saddened by this turn of events. I thought our conversation last night at your place might make things better for us. Apparently they have not. Please let me know as soon as possible when I may return your key.

With deepest regret,